Happy 2020? then I am wrong…

when I thought that 2020 would be awesome ~ then I am wrong…

when I thought I would have some awesome trips ~ then I am wrong

when I thought I would have my favourite hot chocolate ~ then I am wrong

when I thought I would be able to see some friends ~ then I am wrong

when I thought I would walk the old memories ~ ~ ~

oh well…welcome to 2020 ~ ~ ~

here me am,
staying between home and my apartment ~
and now…me us into making sweets ~ not baking…
as I am now give up already with making bread…


my “Animal Crossing” world

Since i came back from Japan in February, I haven’t step in to the airport anymore – due to Covid-19, I also cancelled my 2 summer trips…
would never thought that asking for flight ticket refund would be so hurt and bitter ~

and, now its mid July ~ and nothing is change ~ by the way, I haven’t got my refund money ~ I am planning to buy the Hairbeauron once i receive my the cash!

So, during these “self-restriction or quarantine” – Animal Crossing on Nintendo was released ~ no doubt! it was a huge success for Nintendo!

Me, as a loyal fan of Animal Crossing – I already pre-order a month before its release date – and… I L O V E I T ! ! !
everything just so cute and so much better than New Leaf!

More than anything, I love my villagers ~ I started with 2 villagers ~ and now I have 10 (we can only have maximum of 10 villagers)
As for now, my villagers are Diana, Beau, Cheri, Molly, Sherb, Nan, Stitches, Lolly, Gala and Pekoe.
Diana would be my favourite ever after – I am so often to get chuckled for whatever she uttered!

So, this is me ~ and my current villagers

Me…when I am so excited to dive!!

So, while we are stranded and being “locked” at our own home ~ our character can go out and play ~ can dive (just recently), can shop also can travel by plane and see the blue sky above…
Makes me envy thou! Hahahaha!

I would love to share some photos of my beloved villagers;

oh my baby Di!
poor Pekoe! be still with Beau!
when the girls wants to be a spy together ~
love you Stitches!
morning time!!

Aren’t they so adorable!!! I don’t know how long I would be playing the game – since more and more updates are coming!
I am looking forward!!

Have the loveliest of lovely days!
(by: Isabelle ~ Animal Crossing New Horizons)

my days with the games ~

beeeeeeeen so much a while!

…just realised that i haven’t write anything this year!
oh GOSH!!! what am i doing all these days?!!!

well, to sum-up a bit ~ i did a travelling ~ a very short one …of only 3 days to Japan ~ and again for Concert ٩(◕‿◕。)۶
it was a very short one ~ tiring yet so happy!
even there was a little bit incident, yet overall…for me …L.O.V.E IT!

then…about something else ~


early this year, NEWS released the maiden games (or Otome Game or Otoge, in short) – that you can play on your mobile phone!
(click on the logo if you want to know further about this game!)
since its the rule that we can’t screencap the game – even i really want to show it off!
yet, anyway ~ i am obeying the rules given ( ̄▽ ̄*)ゞ

i never play this kind of game before ~ so my knowledge about this genre is ZERO!
yet a friend who quite a gamer for this genre gave me (and my other friends) an introduction to the otoge (ノ´ヮ`)ノ*: ・゚

then the next hurdle was this game is only able to be downloaded from Japan region only ~ as Apple AppStore Japan region as well as for Android Play Store…
so, my friend and me ~ we were trying to make an account on Apple ~ and we made it *so happy!!!
as for Android, there is a specific application that need to be installed – so, we can download the game to our Android phone.

and now ~ ~ ~
i am waiting patiently for the purple member’s story to be released! (the green member’s story is coming up soon ~ some of my friends are already “doki-doki” for it)
and…the pink and yellow member’s story has been opened ~ as i have done the pink member’s one! (o_ _)ノ彡☆
(at laaast!!! took me longer than my other friends!)


theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen…another game ~ ~ ~

this one is more universal thou…

Harry Potter ~ Hogwarts Mystery!!!
(as a Harry Potter’s long-time fan, i am sooo happy with this game!)

and…this is my character and her progress up to now ~

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just don’t ask what inspired me for her name… (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)

love this game! the characters and all! it feels…like bringing me back to the Harry Potter’s era ~ up to the point where i re-watched all Harry Potter’s movie again!
also, realised that i actually own Luna Lovegood’s wand ~
(i bought it when i was in the UK at the Harry Potter WB Studio)
and…she is my favourite character! i know she looks unique and sane in some what ways ~ nevertheless…she’s different in a good way!

“Don’t worry. You’re just as sane as I am”
(Luna Lovegood to Harry Potter)


its just another Jakarta on Monday

after a few months never going down to Jakarta in early morning ~
and today…
since there’s something i need to do ~ so i left home at 7:15 …i would expect i’ll be in Sudirman (Central Jakarta) around 9:00ish

…YET ~ i arrived at 10:15!

Jakarta is just getting more and more and more unbelievable!

even in the weekend ~ well, Saturday…8:30 in the morning is already traffic OMG!

~ ~ ~ tsukaretaaa  ~ ~ ~

what can you do…

you can’t control the weather, but you can control your mood.
you can’t change your look, but you can smile.
you can’t control others, but you can control yourself.
you can’t foresee tomorrow, but you can utilise today wisely.
you can’t win everything, but do your best to achieve that.
~ wish u can face the daily life positively and always be happy…

Aloha! Hello 2014…

Here i am – still the same *well physically – not getting slimmer anyway ~

Some updates…
I left the year of 2013 as it is – no regret, no need to feel sorry to myself, too relieve to grieve and some things remains not to be understood.
Nevertheless, I love 2013!
From my countless journey – Japan then Singapore then the UK, my uncountable memories – Ayumi Hamasaki’s concert then the first time ever visit to Wales, my priceless lessons of life – how to appreciate others then how to accept the truth about love, my valuable friendships that across the countries and continents – met my best friend in everywhere I travel to…
those are not to be count like 1…2…3 – because all of them are incalculable…

I am still me – nothing change…still have a huge desire to travel;
..love to chat, love to talk, love to argue…*proud being a Gemini
..love to smile yet quite often to cry;
..fancy Disney Princess and Barbie – and oh…Princess Jasmine is my favourite one!
..fancy Polar Bear *was a big fan of Knut;
..like anime – my favourites are Tennis no Oujisama, Rozen Maiden, Uta no Prince-sama, Meitantei Conan and Kindaichi;
..like a 15 years old girl despite of my real age ~ *having no shame about it

I do still want to do something amazing – go in a different path than before…
…I don’t have an exact resolution …I just wish everything would be better for me, you and every soul in this whole wide world…



on my own…

At one time moment, we do have to realise that we all live for our own sake – not for anyone else. Maybe that’s why most of us had and will have bittersweet memories, ups and downs time, heartbroken, feeling love and be loved.

Nevertheless, the fact that “human is the social creature that have been created by God” – then, i do realise that in the end one have to fight for its own life – as no one will understand what one would wants as well as maybe none of them will be willing enough to stand with us in our hard and difficult times.

I had learn enough about how to sacrifice everything for someone that i care and love dearly. I may have it more than enough – yet never tired of doing the exact same thing – just towards different person.

…At last however not the least…i do love my life for every single tiny reason and will living my life without any regrets ~ lesson learned and keep on learning until the end of time with believing myself that i am blessed…

Friendship means…


The greatest thing in life is finding someone who knows all about you and your mistakes, and still sees the best in you.


Hard times will always reveal true friends.


A true friend sees the first tear, catches the second, and stops the third.


Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.


Best friends are people you know you don’t need to talk to every single day. You don’t even need to talk to each other for weeks, but when you do, it’s like you never stopped talking.


Unlike Barbies, my girls and me, aren’t sold separately.


F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Fight for you. Respect you. Include you. Encourage you. Need you. Deserve you. Stand by you.